Because I am me

 

When kids start growing,
u hope that they grow quickly and learn skills that they suppose to know by then.
When kids really learn,
u hope that they move on and continue to the next stage.
When the kids outgrow and suddenly bcome so independent,
u thinking, hoping that they haven really grow up.
And they are still the same. Innocent and dependent todds.

It feels kinda weird coz feel like we really got bonded during third yr and now everyone going separate ways.
Yea true, we all changing.
So there is nothing like cannot accept change.
Coz when change take place we already accepting it.
Whether u wan it o not.
I dunno what will happen next, how and where i would b.
I jus hope.
Everything will b fine and everyone still with me.
In all ways.

最近，
常常感到力不从心 身心疲惫
感觉自己老是带着微笑的面具
明明心里哀号不断
可是却面带微笑
明明很想躲起来    不理人
可是却要当一个群体动物

超像白痴的

心里烦躁 心情郁闷
超不合群 超想发泄

虽然不是很想drama的
但是不drama一番会对不起自己

天啊!请赐给我神奇的力量吧!!!!!!

P.S:      不要问我干嘛打中文

Yun Yun is offically 20 on the dot.
Double ten, Double happiness. *I hope*
Yun Yun gonna make her bday wishes now.

First wish: I wish it will be a smooth smooth yr for her. No big big sadness, no big big disaster or watever lousy thing. And double happiness for everyone including myself.

Second wish: I wish that my results will be super awesome for this sem and every sem after!!!

Third wish: Secret Sceret!!

Bday coming soon. As in very very soon.
In exact it would be, 1hr and 12mins.
I aint prepared for it yet coz i am busy-ing with my new phone.

Aino! Aino!
Happy 1day old bday to u too!

Ok its time that i shall stop exploring with my phone and start to think for my wishes.
I know i have a lot so i need to think hard.

THINK NOW YUN YUN!

hahah jus before i forget.


Please please please.
Rmb to wish her ok.
She need alot wishes.
Best is giv her a genie as a bday present!!!

Its a emotional rollercoaster for this week.

Mon:
On this lousy day, I got back my o lvl eng results and its like, no diff from my previous one.
So i was like sad. To b honest, i kinda almost cry when my frens tried to console me.
Ok but lucky i fought back lah.
It does pour a big big pail of cold water over me lah coz i quite look forward to it.
And then next time i knew was i got back my assignment results also.
AND. It wasnt tt gd as well. Ohhh well. 11 Jan isnt my day.

Tue:
I had my IEP presentation and guess wat? It went all well ok. hahahhaha.
Super glad coz my results on mon did affect me quite abit.
But i m happy wif the presentation. hehehhe.
GD JOB GALS!! we all did it super well.
Although the process like killing us. heheh.

Fri:
We had our Orient-T proj!
Its was a great fun and seriously i enjoyed it.
Hahah every single moment everyone was camwhoring everywhere.
It kinda funny to see lo.
Seriously i think this bonded us closely.
Especially when we having our graduation soon.

Only about 3 weeks left before we offically end all the lectures and hardships.
Kinda mixed feelings towards it.
Hmmm will update soon.

Seriously, I need a longer break from all these or mayb someone put a pause to some events.
Dun feel like graduating soon.
Dun feel like doing all the projs.
Dun feel like seeing my o lvl results soon.

Ella please quickly console me.
Bday faster come for me to enjoy.
Sch faster faster end and dun start again.
Graduation.... I am traumatized so pause awhile pls.

Double ten, Double emo-ness.

I want to make a lot more wishes.
Genie, where r u sia. =s