To Far Far Away

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I believe what I am feeling now,
should be what the kids are feeling when I scolded them despite of the things they did correctly.
Super upset.
Super mistreated.

So, how much should i achieve before you can just recognize what I done is good enough.
What I needed most, is just no nagging on what I did not manage to do.
I dun even need praises from u. :(((

Was always deceived by the Disney movie, Little Mermaid.
I always thought that the story was a happy ending and they lived happily ever after.
But... the truth is that the original story is a sad and tragic ending.
Mermaid turns into bubbles and disappeared.
That is what I get to know after i grew up,
after years and years of lies.

That is why I say, 
reality is never happily ever after.
And white lies are always best for humans.
So they don't suffer from disappointment.

I wonder why,
the author chosen this ending for mermaid.

I think I really had been toooooooooo lazy to update this for the longest time last year.
This year, I will try to be a good girl and record every moment of my life and thoughts.
Maybe when I come back and read again, I might realise something new about myself?
I think I am becoming more like a reflective teacher. =D
Which I am required to. 

By the way, its the time of the year again~~ 
Counting down to B-day! 15days more!!!
I think I know too many people who born in Jan, have to get ready for them too~~~
Totally excited for my bday!!!
Mayb... an ice cream cake for my bday??? Dajie will get ready for it. =D
Ice Cream Cake here I m~~~ Wait for me~~

P.S. I miss the kids. =(

最近看了很多戏
然后想了一想
喜欢一个人 很容易
要爱上一个人 也很容易

可是
要维持那份爱 不容易
感情基础真的真的很重要吧
两个人要有同样的思维吧

所以说
如果要喜欢一个人
那就准备辛苦一点吧!!!

There is a misconception that I always hold since young.

I always thought that, I am the one who know myself best.
But the fact is that, sometimes u dun really know urself that well.
For example, you may always thought that u like something a lot,
But when u get ur hands on that thing,
U realised that, "hey, actually i dun really like it and so I dont want it anymore"
Then u found out that u actually learned something about urself.

Another example is that,
When something happens, you thought that you would feel or react in a way.
But the fact is that, you actually reacted or felt in another way
Something that you might not expect urself to do or feel.
Then again, u found out and learned something about urself again.

So what this means?
Throw away those concepts or thoughts that you have about urself.
Look at urself from an outsider's view.
Maybe, u might learn something new about urself.
Maybe, u might realise that u are not that bad/kind anyway.

Most importantly, u might realise that,
u are an unique individual afterall.

你就是你

Last half an hour of my birthday!!
OMG!! I haven make my wish yet.
Shall do it now.

First, I wish that everyone will be happy and able to overcome any challenges faced.
Second, I wish that i will be able to get good grades till i grad.
Thirdly, I wish Kim Bum would be with me!!! I want to go Korea~~~

Finally, Happy 21st Yun.
You made it till ur 21, so continue with the rest of your journey with determination and passion!

Happy bday to yun,
Happy bday to yun,
Happy bday, happy bday,
Happy bday to yun!!!

Finally its the 21st bday of yun and I had a awesome with everyone ytd!!
Fun, food and friends.
All good things are together.

Thanks for all the wishes,
Thanks for coming for my party,
Thanks for being here with me till now,
And thanks for the presents!!!

Special thanks to my wives, ah jie and anna,
Who give me a surprise with the gift!!
Hahahah!! I LOVE U ALLL!!!!

Countdown to 3 days to YuN's bday!!!
Feelings: Weird, not concerned
Thoughts: Omg time pass so fast?? I haven even finished my work.
Feedback: I might be doing work on my 21st. When I was born in 21 years ago, I bet I haven thought of spending it like this. Nowadays its jus been so difficult to celebrate ur bday without doing anything. Jus like when u were jus born. =(

Its the time of the year again!!
People lets countdown 5days to my bday!!

HAHA!! Cheers for YuN's 21st!!!